I ran into the girl that I was seeing earlier in the year during my grad. It was not as awkward as I thought it would be. Thankfully she wasn’t standing next to me in the graduation procession or sitting next to me during the tedious ceremony. She saw me before me I saw her, she said hi, I returned her greeting and that was that. As I was talking to others, I saw her staring at me and when I returned her glances she’d look away – normal behaviour.
I’ve been in such awkward situations before so I didn’t really fret too much about it since I know how to handle them now, with civility and respect. She’s a mature girl so I didn’t expect anything unusual or rude to happen.
I keep questioning where I went wrong or what went wrong rather; I can’t really put my finger on it. I’m drowning in a bottomless pool of regret. There are very few feelings worse than seeing the source of your affection also be the source of your dejection. I was in absolutely low spirits when I saw her, however I am slowly recovering my mood.
Deus Ex Machina 