I’m completely forlorn, dejected and living a pretty vacuous existence. Not really much to report besides the fact that all my attempts at improving my situation have been nullified by a sequence of rejections in every arena possible.
What makes matters worse, I’m at a very transitory time in my life right now where if I don’t grab life by the jugular, I’m at risk of being a degenerate. Many people hide in plain sight even in the company of others.
I’ve always thought that solitude is better than poor company.
Deus Ex Machina 